List of things what make me sad

This is what I promised. First list of things what make me sad at the moment:

25 things what makes me sad:

1. I'm sad
2. It hurts because I messed totally a relationship
3. I can't get anything done
4. Life goes past
5. I have no friends
6. I'm in bad physical shape
7. I don't understand anything
8. I'm too much in computer
9. I'm pathetic
10. School isn't going as I'm hoping to
11. I want to know more things
12. I don't have anyone
13. People gets worried about me
14. I beg for compassion
15. My room is messy
16. I'm restless
17. I sleep randomly
18. I eat randomly
19. I don't have self confidence, I can't be myself
20. I don't have a job
21. I'm feeling miserable because my parents help me financially
22. I'm not still making art
23. I get cold easily
24. My room is dismal
25. I'm tired all the time

Well, I'll post list later how to get rid of these 25 things and I hope that after that my life becomes more joyful again.

~ MyLillian